This feeling is just plain stupid

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assalamualaikum and Hi ! Yes, I may have not a number of followers but hey, I blog to express not to impress. Well said. Aha. Just so you know, I'm in a huge dilemma right now. The 2nd fasa of UP* is all out on the net. We're actually were give about 3 choices of what are we interested in. So it's like to choose law, or maybe dentistry ? Pharmacy. Yes. These maybe my 3 selected choices in my mind right now. And we need to choose about few Universities to continue our studies. Just so you know, this is quite depressing as I'm quite confused of what should I choose. Yes, it is a big problem. And indeed, it is involving my future. 


January intake year 2012 is all out. And here I am, in my room just rotting , waiting for my upcoming SPM's result. Just so you know, the feelings I felt these days is kinda annoying. Yes, maybe some of you dont even feel about it. Some are heartless. IT IS FREAKING PROVEN. But for me, seeing my childhood friends getting an offer from certain universities did break me into pieces. It's just that am I not good enough ? Did i fucked up my spm trial ? You dont even know how it feels like until one day, you're at my place. This phase of getting a bit older is kinda freaks me out. Tell me something about it. For instance, in your so called holiday while waiting for your result, the only routine you did was just sleep, eat, pray, telly, surf the net and etc. While your freaking friends are about to continue their studies about  8 months earlier than you. TELL ME ABOUT IT. TELL ME.


Yes, I myself, I got issues. Dear Allah do give me the strength to carry on and hold on to what I have right now till the results are all out. Amin.